I DON'T KNOW HOW TO DO THIS THING!!!!I WANT T O TALK TO TORI BUT HGSJKF??????????????????? This site. I have. Literally no idea what the fuck to do. I'm just pressing rANDOM BUTTONS
DUDE YOU SHOULD HAVE DONE IT I WOULD HAVE LITERALLY SCREAMED MAN LIKE ARE YOU SERIOUS SHE ASKED ABOUT MEEEEEE BUT I MISSED SO MUCH YEAH. ALSO YOU GOT THE LETTERS RIGHT
BOTH OF US ARE LIKE I ASKS FOR PHONES LIKE "hey how much do you love me?" I AM?? I AM. THE COMING LETTER YOU WILL PROBABLY CRY OF HAPPINESS BUT I HAVE GOTTEN BETTER //just noticed// ; u ;
YOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO SEE THE LETTER ; U ; DID YOU REALLY SCREAM?? my face hurts i have not smiled this much since...the last time i talked to you. i FELT like i had to give you something because. i just did i just ajf;kdsj
CAN I HAVE A HINT- AND YE. I LEGIT SCREAMED. gjhdgfjkdhgkdfjghk- YOU"RE SO FUCKING CUTE I CAN'T EVEN. U MAKE ME SO HAPPY, AH Now I wanna send u stuffs, hhhhhhhh
YOU CAN SEND ME STUFFS JESS IS LETTING ME USE HER ADDRESS AND I WOULD GIVE IT TO YOU RN BUT THE INTERNET IS NOT A GOOD PLACE TO GIVE OUT OTHER PEOPLES ADDRESSES ON THE INTERNET THAT'S JUST RUDE YOU KNOW?? i am fucking adorable don't you ever forget that. you though. you're cute.
THAT'S ALL THAT HAS BEEN IN MY ARTS :U inspirational things gabbi told me. the one with the lyrics and what not. and that one of transit...with the wings. Reach?? and BioHazard give me your arts please i miss theeem also i drew a floyd and remi and i think you'll like them :D
;o; i haven't been arting really- I have plenty of ideas, and such, but art just. Makes me upset rn. Nothing for a week sdghsfsdjk- bUT AHHHH Ye, I've noticed. *hugs* It might not be much, but I'l try to make some arts. ;v; HELLA YE I LOVE WHEN U DRAW THEM
OH THAT'S HORRIBLE I NEED TO INCLUDE ARTS IN THE LETTERS I SEND YOU SO LIKE I WILL CONSTANTLY BE DOODLING :U but i feel you man art is BLEH sometimes i love your letters no matter what i would read them and smile like aaah I LOVE DRAWING THEM TOO but i couldn't hat and then i hatted and i was like "i'm drawing floyd hella" the story line though.
LIFE IS SHIT I AGREE WITH YOU YOU ARE P MUCH THE ONLY REASON I AM STILL SUCKING IN AIR. i'm sorry aaaaah EVERY LETTER I'VE WRITTEN SINCE HAS THE SAME LINE THOUGH "i fucking hate this place." //does a little dance// http://animeposes.blogspot.com/ i will draw randy and tori in these hella like yess i drew randy and tori TOOOO THE SCHOOL COUNSELOR KNOWS ABOUT YOU AND ME YES yes the story line is basically floyd is HIGH AS BALLS and remi isnt and floyd got them lost this dude on ridiculousness seems high as balls as well. David Arquette :u
THE ONLY REASON I DON'T END IT ALL IS BECAUSE SUICIde is because it's the cowards way out. I rather die from a battle with sharks. That'd be rad. Tis' okay, venting is nothing to be sorry about, dear. life will get better. maybe. ooooOH POSES YES PLS DO THAT. OMG THEY DO??// THAT would be fucking hell if Floyd got them lost. he knows 0 Navigation skills
I'VE WRITTEN THIS THREE TIMES AHH. i'd be dead if i had no one i'm a huge coward :u shark battle though amazing. i would like to go out in an explosion or something. idk life will get better. like when i am not here in this house. preferably in the land of corn until i drag you somewhere else. after you graduate and all :U YES POSES THEY DO YES BECAUSE EVERY TIME I MENTIONED YOU MY FACE LIT UP floyd my boy tori and randys kids are cute as heck
CUTE- Ah- Don't say that, dear. ;o; *hugs* I wanna die where I'm still alive, but i can see my organs spill out, because oh man. That'd be so fucking rad. *nods* Soon. We need jobs, for money. fdhtgfjhsdg I need my work permit but mom never takes me- i don't think she wants me to have a job. :I YOU'RE SO FUCKING FJBSN CUTE I CAN'T HANDLE THE CUTE/ADORABLENESS- <3 <3 *whispers* floyd belongs in the trash...*doodles that* THEY ARE CUTE AAAAH- I. I am gonna draw family pictureS OF ALL OF THEM IN AU'S JDHKSHUDFHIF *inspired*
//starts laughing//realizes parents are inside//starts choking//dies// //looks for notebook// death...by...shark mhmm OH YEAH SO LIKE THE THREE CLASSES I HAVE NOW I HAVE ALL YEAR AND CURRENTLY I HAVE LIKE 3 B'S AND AN A SO I SHOULD BE FINE TO GRADUATE IN JANUARY I NEED A JOB. what even are job permits why do you need one indiana is weird :u MRS MAHNKE SAID ONCE I GRADUATE I NEED TO LIKE TALK TO THEM AGAIN I TOLD HER I'D DRAG YOU DOWN HERE AND SHOW YOU OFF AND I WILL DO SUCH. *grabs cheeks* remi probs put him in it once he figures out they're super lost //chokes// killer au can you imagine floyd "do i stick it here??! IDK REMI HALP" "floyd, for growing up during the zombie apocalypse, you're a fucking weenie." my sister just showed me a pretty funny vine. "why do people complain about being fat?"
*nods* WOOOOO- YOU CAN DO IT! Also it's because I'm still a minor, a jfdgjdfgh it gay. Why do you have to talk to them again? oAo Drag me enywhere u like bby *winkwonk* PROBABLY. OH MAN. HE PROBABLY WOULDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. He'd most liekly accidentally kill someone and cry his head off. xD Or laugh. probably both. Fuck yes vINES
*nods with you* CAN WE DO IT. yes we can also you're 17 though. :u that is super gay. because that's the way they do it. o 3 o. //grabs cheeks, facebed// i will drag you everywhere don't give me this option. "ash if you don't drive, no _____" //chuckles// MOST LIKELY 'i didn't mean to i'm sorry but oh wow human bodies have so much blood in them wow ahaha ; o ; " vines are graet fuck that word in particular //slammed with mental art i can't draw rn// SO HOW WAS YOUR DAY??
strange. you must pester your mom everyday man. if the day is fine o 3 o do you now? car rides usually put me to sleep but i think i'll be way too excited to sleep at all like 'wow i'm with ash right now am i dreaming no i'm not ahhh.' and then i'll ask you to pull over randomly so i can eat your face :u i mean. a mutual face nom, of course. i'm going to draw that :U YES GRAET I KNOW. the feel is gross man my day was the same except my parents mentally murder me every night and they don't even fucking know. mrs mahnke told me that i seem really healthy and shit, to which i replied i was not, mentally but i can't let it immobilize me and she said that was a good attitude to have and that i was boss material and that is one of two things that have made me super happy to hear. 'tori, you're boss material.' ; u ; i figured that out like right after i sent the message but like...i'm a stupid ballsack :u also a lazy one. i'm using the school computer. blogger and google+ aren't blocked yet i'm going to use google+ while i'm at school btw so o 3 o also, on curiosity. if i was a cat. i would also be dead. because curiosity killed the cat you know??
I shall. uvu IDEK- *sweats* DO I? nah, Let's bE DANGEROUS N EAT EACH OTHERS FACES WHILE DRIVING- *laughs and blushes and then finally fucking dies* oh man. *nods* ;o; I'm sorry love. You should tell them how bad they treat you n stuff, and how you want it to stop? or not//idk U IS DA BOSS. DA BEST BAWS IN DA WORLD. *cheers* U is not a stupid ballsack. Instead of that. Ur a cheese ball. ye. A delicious cheese ball. SCREAMS- LUCKY. My laptop blocked just Google+ and thats about it fhgjsh dfhsg *facedesk* Curiosity may have killed the cat, but satisfaction brought it back. i think that's how it goes. But ye, I can relate. ;v; Also rn i'm mushy, and I want to sit on the roof w/ u n drink. like really bad. hhhhhh looking at the stars and just. Throwing our feelings all around. I want that. I would like that a lot.
graet. I DUNNO NO LETS NOT BE DANGEROUS AND NOT DO THAT I WANNA LIVE W/ YOU MAN DEAD MEN CAN'T LOVE LIKE I DO. dude. "there's the door. don't let it hit you on your ass on the way out." oooh, how hard it was to control the dirty looks like yeah i want to fucking leave but no one is taking me. i will be a great boss. ashlynn i want a food truck. i want to make it a dessert truck and you must drive it okay?? i am a delicious cheese puff. and you are the cheese that makes me a cheese puff. idk what i'm saying oh that sucks i guess i'll use this then :u that is how the thing goes! oh my god i was taking the trash out to the curb and i looked up at the stars and the moon and i always like doing so because they are the same moon and stars you look at man but like i would love love love that but i'm really bad at speaking so like eh... it's easier to show how i feel then speak them so throwing feelings around i'm just thinking we wouldn't very much be looking at stars o/////o //wicked weird butterflies// we'd have to stay on the roof though so we should take blankets you know?? but i will make this happen like the first night we are physically together that is what we will do o 3 o
*GONNA DO IT ANYWAYS BUT SAFELY* GAAAAh- Oh yeah. ;o; You better tell them when u leave tho. That'd be rad. YES LETS HAVE A FOOD TRUCK AHHH- We must have elephant ears. Must. *redneck voice*Ur the cutest cheese puff I have ever did saw AH- I can't use this either, because it links to google+ on the latop//can you use any other messaging thingy-ma-bobs? Like can I email you? *will use my aol account* GAH I DO THAT ALL THE TIME. I think of how beautiful they are, and then I think of you. Lets be bad speakers 2 gether, doing the asl n stuff. yeeeee- <3 WELL- if we aint lookin' at the stars, then we must be doing better things. >:D Ye son, blankets, and pillows. ;v; And maybe the laptop to watch crappy movies on. yE SON *happily shuffles feet* In the snow? oKAY~! I mean like- Since you can go on the computer at school n stuff we can talk/// right?
I gotta know if you can use anything else but this. i wanna talk to you more. But the humans are coming home soon, and I'm gonna migrate/hermit myself up in my room
AS LONG AS YOU DO IT SAFELY :1 I GOTTA TELL THEM WHEN I LEAVE SO I CAN GET MY PHONE BACK :u i am a cute cheese puff yes. ; u ; THIS THE ONLY I KNOW OF LIKE AHH i searched super hard for something that was not blocked on this computer because it as all i have man //searches you can get this on mobile?? uh but like it's all i have //clings
dude don't get me started on all the things we'd be doing. too late though, i'm already thinking of it all :u //will write about it later// snow fuck yes snow is amazing //saying this as someone who has never even seen snow//
i just miss you like i just want to be by your side right now like ugh i considered just getting a job rn and not even caring about school and wait until i save up enough monies to leave and then start going to school with you but the transfer stuff confused the hell out of me apparently they aren't taking nonresidents :u?? i don't understand but i graduate in january anywhore so ajfkdja;
GOING TO SCHOOL WITH YOU WOULD BE AMAZING AS HELL, and drive me to actually wanting to go to school. *didn't go at all last week* Aaaah, you'll be here eventually. ;v;
me saying such 'not caring about school' says a lot because i actually do care about attendance *was pissed off because i only got perfect attendance once since going to vistas and i am there every single day so idk what happened i should have gotten it every term* also why did you not school last week was something wrong?? i'll probably like...try and go back to school just to spend as much time as i could with you //has no idea how this works//
i miss everything to do with you like i just don't understand //rolls// i hear songs and i wonder how you would react to the words, if you would read into them like i do or i read things and i think of you and i cant i miss sending you texts throughout the day knowing you can't get them until i get home i miss it, i miss you i miss your voice
;o; Ah, yeah. That's bogus though, I wonder why you didn't get it. Maybe they jut stopped doing it? Um. Stuff happened. We had a creepy stalker that acted suspicious, and hahah. I'm a paranoid little fuck. If they come back, I got the okay from mom to egg their car though, that'll be fun. C: AAAAAA- idk if you can do that, but that would be really awesome ah
yeah, like you need to fill out something and what not and it's not like i can exactly make an appointment to talk about it :u woah what even you should have just egged the car the first time. i wanna egg a car man //responds to everything with violence// *makes two of us* though i think we'd react differently because i don't like feeling like that and it makes me angry. wouldnt it??
ALSO SAME ABOUT THE WHOLE MISSING THING UGHGUGHRGUGHEGH *headwall* Ahhhh- Yeah, I should've but it was 5am and I was too tired. the second time they came I flicked them off, and they left. So whatev'. If they try breaking in they is getting a knife in the neck. Also I gotta go upstairs. I can't handle this shit. I love you. I'll be on around 1pm maybe. Idk. Maybe earlier. Goodnight, dear.
Sleep well, love. i want to find your creepy stalker and punch them in the face. you probably scared them xD i'm trying to imagine that scenario and i can't laugh it's too quiet when i get to your house i will probably stay in your room all day all the time unless i need to go somewhere or talk to people or you simply want to drag me around the house with you. your room..and the kitchen :u if anyone tries breaking in you should spray them with wasp spray killer stuff. that's what my environmental science teacher said apparently it like immobilizes them and you can call the cops and all idk that's a lot better than KILLING SOMEONE because then you don't need to deal with the court and all you know?? just the police and shit . also at like..12:20 i'm in the maths and i don't think we're using our computers this week so :1 but like i'll be on asap
also i'm going to the elementary school today so SO SO YEAAAAAAAH I TOOK MY MEDICATION TODAY AND SUGAR I DON'T EVEN KNOW I FEEL GREAT DKJAFKLJ I FEEL GREAT I FEEL GREAT THIS MEDICATION UH SUGAR. PICKLES I AM NOT MAKING SENSE I KNOW. UHM i have math to do. i'm all buzzy and i'll probably continue to take this medication
I'mma drag you everywhere with me, man. I can't handle being alone out in public dfgshjfsjk- When I get a job, and monies, and a car I'm gonna take you on dumb adventures. >:D
i was sorta kinda asleep on the bus and it felt like i was flying i don't remember this medication doing this like i don't even know i guess it's because i took a whole //flails fingers// a whole a whole uh...uh...tablet...which is....4........uhm..i cut them all up like i was supposed to do and //loses train of thought// oh my god wow amazing just amazing i need to pee i took this medication with some super sweet tea it was like i took it with my vyvanse all over again uh but yeah i kept saying i was really fuzzy and this kid was like "what medication are you on i'll buy some from you." and i just looked at him like he's.... he's the sort of kid i was last year man i wasn't expecting it and i just no i'm not sharing take me on dumb adventures please we will be fools and make everyone JEALOUS man yeah
That medication- what is it even for? xD It sounds rad, tho. It's not Lisa's fault- I went to the school, and then I hung out with dad, and had old time adventures, and now I'm crying my eyes out because holy fuck I missed that so much *tries to cry silently* I actually. Had fun. I haven't felt like that in a long fucking time.
yaay fun :3 i don't know what the medication is for actually i should google it man. //licks arm// *wipes your face* i know the feel :u i had the feel today actually what'd you do with your dad??
Do it up~ heuheu- :v; best feel. Well. He took me to school, and I wanted him to pick me up early, because I have'nt eaten anything all day, and I was so close to passing out. But he was at the bar thats like 2 miles away, so I walked halfway there almost crying, and seething with rage. He picked me up halfway though, and bought me Arby's. Then took me to his house, and we sat there talking about fucked up movies, and I listened to him talk about his stories and such while we ate. Then when he was taking me home, we checked out some geocaches i've already been to, and watched a train go by with some bitchin' graffiti on it. One of the graffiti things said "COCK MEAT SANDWHICH" real big, and that was pretty amazing. Also some neon skulls, and faces. *wants to do graffiti super fucking bad* I missed that, so much. I don't talk much, but I love listening hfdsfgsk-
//touches cheeks// dude i would watch you do that graffiti that would be so FUCKING rad i would admire you so much. arbys wow i haven't been there in forever man. why were you so mad do i need to punch anyone in the face?? >:1 also alyssa and i found your dads youtube channel :D i wanna know what stories but like aldj;a cock meat sandwich //great visual// also those skull i wish i could have seen those man I LOVE LISTENING TOO we would probably just lay next to each other listening to each others heartbeats and breathing and yea i think... this i actually don't know it apparently makes one tired and i wasn't tired until i got home and stuff so but it's also for bipolar disorder stuffs but when i was taking it regularly i was less twitchy so //shrugs// its an anticonvulsant too //actually does miss her medications now// but yes my problem is that i took too much man :1
//googles the hell out of this// okay you're just going to have to show this to me okay because i remember asking about this but i don't understand so . _ .
I've done it before, but aaaaaah oN A TRAIN WOULD BE HELLA. Let's vandalize shit with our art, yo. >:U HUEHUE- I was just feeling really sick, and pissed off dad didn't come pick me up when I wanted him too fgfskj OH god. I don't even remember the name of his youtube channel. I know it has his hella music tho. His stories revolve around him being depressed because of life, and girls he plays with, and whatnot. Also Adam I guess got to have a huge party, and no one told me, so I'm kind of like. Oh. Thanks for inviting me. Not. :o; I wish I had a camera, I would've totally taken a picture if I could have ah- I would love to hear your heart, ah. <3 *nods* You shouldn't take so much, dear. ;o; I don't want you to overdose, and end up in the hospital dbfsjhhsk- I need u here, sooner or later. *bops u on the nose*
Geocaches are containers hidden everywhere! You have to use a GPS to find them. BUT AHHHH I FUCKING LOVE HUNTING FOR THEM SO SO SO MUCH- I have my own, and it's quite popular with people ahhh- But they range in size. Pill bottle, tupperware, etc. Some are fucking huge, and I LOVE THOSE. But you can put objects inside of them, and sign a paper that shows you've been there with your screenname and such, but the objects- If you take something out, you have to trade something of yours for it, djfhskjfhkjfsk *really loves it* Sorry for being long fdhgsjjkdhj- *rolls*
AMAZING i've done it before too. at school but it was shit :1 yes lets do man lets do it my parents would never pick me up unless i actually puked and i never get sick at school TnT amaaazin o3o //generally really prefers other peoples parents// also that's rude :1 we can have a huge party. of 2. yeah //whispers//samemansame<3 //looksdowninshame//wellyeahnoishouldn'toverdose i know i'm sorry. sounds horrible to say but the hospital sounds like a great place to be :1 and i'd rather be with you sooner than later.
....we...should...like...do that together or something yeah i think i understand now :u
it was okay for the time and my skill i guess ...that...that is considered incest ash..uh.//buries head into pillow// oh my god oh my god ooooh my god aaaaaah Yeah I was sorta thinking that. to be honest. your dad seems super rad //doesn't even know him// why not vodka oh my god vodka did i tell you about the first time i had vodka?? we will have much vodka man <3<3<3 //hurrs// i don't know how i feel about hospitals tbh. or jails???? //shrugs//
...you should like...tell me where...and i'll...try to do the thing?? ...do the do with me ash... //looks up at bed// do all the do's with me //grins// *nuzzles*
What'd you even do? I spray painted huge eyeballs on my dads fence, and everyone that goes down the highway sees it. They look fucking awful. *cries* IDEK Everyone loves my dad for some reason?? If I still lived with him, oh god...If he ever saw you and me webchatting he would prob bring his guitar in my room and just start playing. Or he'd do something really embarassing, but. hahah h a- You'll see. I DOn't remember if you did or not, how'd that go? My first tim e was fucking embarrassing. I filled my fucking shoes with foam stars. .. .. and I tried to fall asleep on a turned over desk. *facewalls* <3~ Everyone ends up in the hospital at one point of their life// Some people actually like it tho. Never been to jail, but if it has free food. fUCK YES
Also it's called. "Our friendship will never end." It's description is "Our friendship will never end but thhe location of this cache will. I can always count on my friend to to be there when the going gets tough, find this cache where the rubber meets the road, but dont go too fast or youll oend up in the ditch.This will be a quick PNG, but make sure you cover it with local landscape." PNG = Park and grab, so it must be close to the road? Idk.
Hint: Don't go over the imaganary bridge... It's on dover house way? Oh man. it looks like there should be a bridge there. oAO Also it;s small, and it's hiding under natural debris? Like kind of buried? And on the other side of the creek. idk.
i drew on a desk in sharpie man. literally nothing. xD idk i mean i liked damons mom (his dad scares me) but she passed away and rebeccas parents seem p cool but your dad just. akj;dkj like //flails arms// you should bring him along when you pick me up :u like i should bring my guitar so he can teach me and he'll probably get annoyed with me like "tori no just sell your guitar stop." //snickers// OH OKAY SO i was really thirsty man and i was with my friends at school and i was in the 9th grade the first time so i was completely innocent and everything. this kid had this water bottle and i assume its water and i take a huge. FUCKING DRINK AND IT'S NOT FUCKING WATER ASHLYNN. i couldn't spit it out either and that was the first time i had ever ingested alcohol. but i have never really been drunk so :u ash like i am so new to everything you're going to have to teach me shit i'm sorry //hides behind hands// what about the time my english class was shocked to find out i had spiked my orange juice? orange juice doesn't taste right to me anymore because i spiked it one too many times. again, i have never BEEN DRUNK >:1 foam stars...//headpillows// amazing. <3 WELL I WOULD HOPE TO I WANT TO BREAK A BONE o 3 o like my right arm i want to break fucking bong on ACCIDENT or maybe a knuckle from punching a wall idk. i'm p sure jail has free food yes xD
also i made an account for the geocache thing but i can't validate shit so can you do that for meeee? it the wonderarountilidie account and my password is tatertots :u because
Aw man, Mishiwaka is perfect territory for graffiti. So ghetto, ahah- AAAAh- That sucks, sorry about the loss. ;o; I'll ask him! But oh man, he'd be super cool with that! Though he's not very good at teaching// trust me I have tried. He doesn't even know how to play really. He can't read sheet music. But he somehow does it? Idek- He would never put you down tho- well. Maybe teasingly. But nothing like that. ;v; OMG- Did u feel the burn in yo stomach? The people at your school are super hardcore with the drinking what the fuck- All my school gets is weed and cocaine busts.(Which are fucking the best things to watch lmao) Don't be sorry!! I shall show u the ways of doing the things. Though I don't really know. I'm just trailer trash, hahah- *fucking hates trailer parks* OH YEAH- the orange juice thing. And they made you share. dfgsfhj- which is bogus. How'd you even spike it? We gonna get drunk, It okay. *paps ur face* BREAKING A BONE WOULD BE FUCKIN' RAD. I shall join you. nO NOT THE RIGHT ARM- then you won't be able to do the draw ;o; Or wait- are you left handed? *tilts head* OMG YAS LETS BREAK BONGS- *LUAGHSING SO FUCKINGD HARD*
Oh my god. xD i wish i could have met her man i was so sad when i found out and it was bogus like why she was an amazing woman ; . ; that is perfect i can't read sheet music either man. as long as i can watch him and how his fingers move like yeah i can do that i can work that way that is how i learn i am a visual person. as long as he doesn't do it like my parents do it. like harsh...teasing... YES. ALL DOWN MY THROAT WARMTH. are you serious though cocaine?? i have never even wow. back in elementary i snitched on a kid for a joint //shame// i never did it again EVER like wow i was such a noob ash it makes me sick //cries// i mean i did whine about some kids being COMPLETE BITCHES TO THIS PREGNANT CHICK (like they were calling her saying she had an appointment at planned parenthood) but never again about drugs because thats rude oh god. i haven't even seen a fight man let alone BUSTS dammit >:I yeah the orange juice thing. i just spiked it with what we had but their faces were priceless man. very drunk. also high *is papped* YEAH IT WOULD BE FUCKING RAD GLAD WE AGREE BUT I'M STEADFAST ON MY RIGHT ARM BECAUSE IT WOULD FORCE ME TO WORK WITH MY LEFT ARM MAN. I'm not left handed but i'm working on it. it looks like a fucking preschoolers handwriting :u we can break bongs i don't really care tbh and TO BE HONEST i prefer joints i find them smoother
Aaaah- ;o; How was she amazing? if I may ask. *only knows how to play bass guitar sorta* YAS. AH. We can all jam out, fuk yes. He would never ah. ;o; HELLA. And ye. Sometimes guns, and knives n shit. WEED INSIDE OF AN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL THO- U did good. That young and smoking- they need to be slapped. I think the age 14-15 is the age people should be able to smoke fndfskjhk- u lil noob. *kiss* But ah, Man, What the heckie people shouldn't have gave her shit because of that. ;O; Oh man, I have seen a lot of fights. The land of Indiana: Mother fuckin' ghetto land. Like pills? or wha- yas. High all da time. I want to try LSD so fucking bad hfsdkfjshkj- tryin' to be Ambidexterious? ;v; Joints are good, but it's a waste of weed because it never stops burning. I like pipes personally. ;v; GRANDMASTER *melts*
She just was she understood like ahh if i could have like damon is like my brother i would have moved with them that was how she was amazing. oh that's p cool ash o 3 o *only sorta kinda knows the opening chords to motorcycle drive by on acoustic* jams yes. amazing yes. wow wow just wow. amazin. but like "Somebody snitched on Bret." "Wow, who?" "Don't know but they better hope we don't find out." //dies// I was .....16...or...17 I think I was 17 because I wanted it for my birthday but i got the brownie like...thanksgiving break.. and then i puked hahah. *kisses back* but yeah the girl asked me if i had snitched on them and we stared at each other and just "No." and I WAS TEXTING YOU ABOUT THIS SITE BUT I KNEW I COULDN'T LOOK AWAY Pills?? what?? saaaame yes. all the time. also same about lsd like adjfkl //raises hands// so bad lets do it together can you wait?? yes i'm trying man ; u ; ...when jess came over her pipe was kinda dirty and..i inhaled.... ....you.. i..inhaled..ash... hehehe and...ash..was stuck in the back of my throat you were stuck in the back of my throat.. now you're stuck in my mind and my heart and wow i could come to like pipes //shrugs// yes grandmaster also http://bato.to/comic/_/comics/kaeribana-no-kanojo-r10702/ <look at it
*nodnods* She does sound cool, aaahhhh ;o; I know 0 anything heuheu- I just played rocksmith with it p much, thats about it. buT aH I WANNA HEAR U PLAY MUSICCCC omg. At least they didn't know who it was. >BD Das' a good time to start. ;v; TEXTING ME ABOUT A SITE? Also did you spike the orange juice with like pills or wha? *tilts head* If I get an offer to try it, I have to. But I'll try to wait~*raises hands with u* I wanna try mushrooms w/ u tho also. I wanna try lots of things w/ u fdsghj U can do it- U can do the do with both the hands. YAS OH MAN- I fuckin' hate when that happens dhfgdsjds- Just gotta take small hits, and gradually suck in harder- dhfgskfj I'll show ya someday *pappap* *puffs up chest* grandmaster. fuck yes. It's like i'm an old archmage or something dfhdsgk- *checks out in a lil bit*
she was man i started to play the song and i was all OMG YAS yeah i was like welp i'm not saying shit ahahaha it is man. but when did you start?? i was texting you about THIS site in particular. no just. alcohol man. do what you do what you do ajfkaj;f i will do the same but like no one offers shit because no one knows me like the only one who would would prob be jess and yeah. ahah. shrooms oh my god. //get super excited// my parents say i have the personality of a drug addict but like i disagree man i mean i know i'm getting excited about all of this but i don't //flails hands// yes i wanna try the things with u too aaah i can do it yes believe in me grand master. //aughs really hard super quiet// thats what she said ahahaha gotta suck in harder aha //breaths// WAIT I CAN DO THE DO WITH BOTH THE HANDS YEAH BUT MY LEFT HAND GETS TIRED FASTER //dies// //runs hands down face// i'm fucking hilarious you better be laughing i swear to god
*chokes on spit* i uh. I smoked my first joint when I was like 12, or 11. Idek. But I was too young for it, and I regret it, mostly because I stole the weed off my uncles plant. :I AAAh- What kind of alcohol? *curious as balls* I never get offered anything really, besides the tangerines, and once mushrooms but I was scared of them because my dad always talked about him having bad trips, aha. xD Or fucked up shit happening. Like once he put them in his spaghetti, and all of his friends, and his bro ate it with him, and they drove to a sandbar tripping balls, and my dad was freaking out because the window was down, and he was tripping over how on one ear all he could hear was wind, but on the other he heard classical music playing.(on the radio), and when my uncle paddled them all in the canoe to the sandbar it was freezing, and they actually somehow ended up surrounded by ducks floating; sleeping in the water, he was obv. trippin' balls. But he made it to the sandbar, and laid in someones tent, and swears he heard a bug munching some food, and omg. xD Idk you could have a drug addict personality? what the heck? drugs r cool, but i wouldn't want to do them everyday, not even tangerines, because after awhile it starts to hurt fdgdhk and I like being able to think. :u *laughing my fuckoiNG AS SBS OFFS* I CAN'T TORI. U FUCKIN' NACHO. OMG
ashlynn i don't even remember what i was even doing when i was 12. or 11. i know i was beginning to be sad. but that's only because of that thing i saw i don't even remember that. wow amazing midori...and southern comfort..whiskey..but not really that much at all :1 i never get offered shit. oh my god dude your dad mmh //flailing hands// it would be an honor to just oh my god party of 3 your dad is like an official guest //raises hands// to smoke with your dad i would be so...just so fucking happy to do that just.. make it happen ash //flails hand// your dad sorta reminds me of lio in a way :u idek man but i feel the same way like yeah it feel great but i feel the same way i need to come down that's how life works you can't fly all the time. I CANNOT FUCKING BREATHE OH MY GOD 'U FUCKIN NACHO' //whispering// did you just call me a nacho?? DID YOU JUST CALL ME A NACHO WHAT OH MY GOD AHAH
I was doing the bad things to myself at that age, and going through a rough time dshfkjd- Mostly because I was confused with my preference, and shit childhood memories ahah- :U OH MAN WHISKEY IS AMAZING. ALSO YAS DAD CAN PARTY WITH US. But I have to keep an eye on him if he has a bad trip, because I'm vERY fucking good at helping one calm down during one. I've helped him so many times when he was omg- Who's lio? I'm thinkin' lio off of 70's show and I'm like. Ye kinda :U But idk if thats who u mean- xD *nod nods* YEH I JUST CALLED U A FUCKIN' NACHO- U WANNA FITE ME? I'LL SMACK U. wITH MY LIPS.
aaawwwh, asssssh //buries head into pillow// shit childhoods are fucking bogus dude this is me now man dkfjakldjfkasdjf but like i d e k i guess its better because i don't have to deal with it as long?? idk what i'm trying to even say because i'm still fucking confused //looks down// i drank all the alcohol in this house its kinda sorta all gone i mean my sister kinda poured a bottle down the sink because i wanted slush from the midori and orange juice and know alcohol doesn't freeze and its green but she thought something went bad T n T so I GUESS I DIDN'T DRINK IT ALL but all we have is wine and i dont really like wine but there is nothing left. but the 10 days my parents aren't going to be here jess and i are going to have a pre graduation party hella yes keep an eye on your dad i would have NO CLUE as to how to help your dad :1 i would be useless. lio is a super special person to me he was the one who gave me that purple bracelet YEH LETS GO WRESTLE. IN THE BED I CAN TAKE YOU. UNDER THE SHEETS
*sinks into bed* true that, dear. It's okay! But trust me, when you figure it out, and become un-confused life kind of...? Gets a little better, and you start to accept yourself a little bit more. Well, thats what happened for me anyways. OH NOOO D: I only like grape wine, and wine coolers, any other type of wine makes my taste buds scream for mercy. HELLA YE- u better skype me when it happens- if you can. I wanna get wrecked w/ u heuheu- I SHALL. All I do is just talk to him, rub his back, or show him shitty videos on youtube. *wishes I could show you the one I showed him when he was trippin'* Ur not useless *bops u on the head with a newspaper* BAAAAAAD- be nice to tori, or ur going in the kennel. AAAAh- Oh ye- *cries* I'm sorry Lio. OH YEAH?? U THINK U CAN TAKE ME HUH? WE'LL SEE ABOUT THAT MMHMM
ash i will never figure myself out and i am finally figuring out that i'm perfectly okay with it. i think that's kind of what you just said....i think i just accepted myself hella. well, we only have cooking wine so i think that's a little different from the stuff you actually drink I HAVE NO IDEA MANG uh. i actually dunno if its gonna happen it may or may not but i'm most likely not going to have my phone back so you're gonna like need to get minutes or something or idk but that would be amazing man i was just saying i wouldn't know how to help your dad but you just told me i'll take care of the shitty videos will vines do?? I THINK I COULD I HAVE LIKE..POUNDS ON YOU AHA
i cant see that man i want to see the floyd trash baby i make good assumptions you should like put the trash baby on google plus :u about minutes i mean you still have a few weeks like 17 days and it still may not happen so ah also like i woke up at like 5 but i went back to sleep and woke up at 6:30 and i wasn't wearing pants so i was rushing and i made it though ; u ;
don't apologize o 3 o SAME YES IT WAS HAPPY MAKING ~~~~ yes it does man //looks at dogs// //lets them out// //is jumped on// nuuuuh ajflkadj;f stop no dogs are bogus like i used to like dogs what happened cats all the way we are going to have so many cats ashlynn. but especially... http://simplycatbreeds.org/images/Norwegian-Forest-Cat.jpg that furry beast right there i will brush it EVERY DAY if i must man
Same man the only thing i have eaten today was that shit this morning and tea... maybe we should..ahah eat...food...with our..medication... Cheese. maybe it help because like i spend my day feeling sick to my stomach and not if i'm going to puke a little or wind up peeing on myself :u //whispers that would be horrible// ALL I DRINK IS JUICE AND TEA BUT I PEE A LOT LIKE THAT ISNT GOOD LIKE I SHOULD BE DRINKING MORE FOR THE AMOUNT I PEE hehe but i think i'm getting sick anywhore i can taste it in the mucus i'm hacking up when i cough i blame kelsey dammit grooveshark is blocked but ah well. www.youtube.com/watch?v=CibjkFL2yfc this song reminds me of tori and randy but idkwhy i feel you ash. that was me yesterday like i was in my towel watching Gotham :u I AM A CLEVER FUCKIN NACHO ALSO I'M STILL LAUGHING AT THE WHAT YOUR FATHER SAID LIKE i love your father he just seems amazing i can't like i want to meet him as much as i want to meet you like bad man i can't wait //flails arms// "ash u little whore"
*face is papped*but rain is p cool i like rain man //yawns// i was gonna say a thing but i forgot the thing :u did you want to start a new ...thing words. heheh OH YEAH YOU SHOULD CHECK YOUR EMAIL :u
OH MY GOD
ReplyDeletei have no idea what to do either
AAAA- TORI!! *hugs* How are youuu? ;O;
ReplyDeleteI AM SO HAPPY RIGHT NOW YOU??
ReplyDeleteAAAAAAH THATS GOOD, I AM ALSO HGDJAHKJD- ;V;
ReplyDeleteI MEAN THIS SITE IS SUPER CONFUSING BUT AH I'M SO HAPPY TO BE TALKING TO YOU
ReplyDeleteDUDE YOU SHOULD HAVE DONE IT I WOULD HAVE LITERALLY SCREAMED MAN LIKE ARE YOU SERIOUS SHE ASKED ABOUT MEEEEEE BUT I MISSED SO MUCH YEAH. ALSO YOU GOT THE LETTERS RIGHT
ReplyDeleteBOTH OF US ARE LIKE I ASKS FOR PHONES LIKE "hey how much do you love me?"
ReplyDeleteI AM?? I AM. THE COMING LETTER YOU WILL PROBABLY CRY OF HAPPINESS BUT I HAVE GOTTEN BETTER //just noticed// ; u ;
ALSO WHICH DAY CAN I SEND MY LETTER? I'M SORTA TOO LAZY TO RUN UP THE STAIRS AND LOOK AT THE LETTER DGKFHJHFJJ- *DIES*
ReplyDeleteYOU'RE GONNA HAVE TO SEE THE LETTER ; U ; DID YOU REALLY SCREAM??
ReplyDeletemy face hurts i have not smiled this much since...the last time i talked to you. i FELT like i had to give you something because. i just did i just ajf;kdsj
CAN I HAVE A HINT- AND YE. I LEGIT SCREAMED. gjhdgfjkdhgkdfjghk- YOU"RE SO FUCKING CUTE I CAN'T EVEN. U MAKE ME SO HAPPY, AH
ReplyDeleteNow I wanna send u stuffs, hhhhhhhh
YOU CAN SEND ME STUFFS JESS IS LETTING ME USE HER ADDRESS AND I WOULD GIVE IT TO YOU RN BUT THE INTERNET IS NOT A GOOD PLACE TO GIVE OUT OTHER PEOPLES ADDRESSES ON THE INTERNET THAT'S JUST RUDE YOU KNOW??
ReplyDeletei am fucking adorable don't you ever forget that.
you though. you're cute.
AAAAAAAAAAAAA. IS THE ADDRESS GONNA BE IN THE LETTER? AAAAH- I'M SO EXCITED. :V;
ReplyDeleteNah, you're cute, adorable, amazing, all of the aboveeeee~
YES IT WILL BE. ALSO SOME ARTS I'M REALLY HAPPY WITH BECAUSE I DREW A HAT. AND GLASSES.
ReplyDeleteboth of us. that is both of us
I CAN'T WAIT TO GET A LETTER FROM YOU.
ReplyDeleteno. you are man
IT'S FILLED WITH VENTS, AND ODD EVENTS THAT HAVE BEEN HAPPENING. JUST A HEADS UP. MAYBE SOME ART, IDK.
ReplyDeletenah, you all the way.
THAT'S ALL THAT HAS BEEN IN MY ARTS :U inspirational things gabbi told me. the one with the lyrics and what not. and that one of transit...with the wings. Reach?? and BioHazard give me your arts please i miss theeem
ReplyDeletealso i drew a floyd and remi and i think you'll like them :D
;o; i haven't been arting really- I have plenty of ideas, and such, but art just. Makes me upset rn. Nothing for a week sdghsfsdjk- bUT AHHHH Ye, I've noticed. *hugs*
ReplyDeleteIt might not be much, but I'l try to make some arts. ;v;
HELLA YE I LOVE WHEN U DRAW THEM
OH THAT'S HORRIBLE I NEED TO INCLUDE ARTS IN THE LETTERS I SEND YOU SO LIKE I WILL CONSTANTLY BE DOODLING :U but i feel you man art is BLEH sometimes
ReplyDeletei love your letters no matter what i would read them and smile like aaah
I LOVE DRAWING THEM TOO but i couldn't hat and then i hatted and i was like
"i'm drawing floyd hella"
the story line though.
LIFE IS SHIT I AGREE WITH YOU YOU ARE P MUCH THE ONLY REASON I AM STILL SUCKING IN AIR.
ReplyDeletei'm sorry aaaaah EVERY LETTER I'VE WRITTEN SINCE HAS THE SAME LINE THOUGH "i fucking hate this place."
//does a little dance// http://animeposes.blogspot.com/
i will draw randy and tori in these hella like yess i drew randy and tori TOOOO
THE SCHOOL COUNSELOR KNOWS ABOUT YOU AND ME YES
yes the story line is basically floyd is HIGH AS BALLS and remi isnt and floyd got them lost
this dude on ridiculousness seems high as balls as well. David Arquette :u
THE ONLY REASON I DON'T END IT ALL IS BECAUSE SUICIde is because it's the cowards way out. I rather die from a battle with sharks. That'd be rad.
ReplyDeleteTis' okay, venting is nothing to be sorry about, dear. life will get better. maybe.
ooooOH POSES
YES PLS DO THAT.
OMG THEY DO??//
THAT would be fucking hell if Floyd got them lost. he knows 0 Navigation skills
MINUS THAT ONE "is because"
ReplyDeleteI'VE WRITTEN THIS THREE TIMES AHH.
ReplyDeletei'd be dead if i had no one i'm a huge coward :u
shark battle though amazing. i would like to go out in an explosion or something. idk
life will get better. like when i am not here in this house. preferably in the land of corn until i drag you somewhere else. after you graduate and all :U
YES POSES
THEY DO YES BECAUSE EVERY TIME I MENTIONED YOU MY FACE LIT UP
floyd my boy
tori and randys kids are cute as heck
CUTE-
ReplyDeleteAh- Don't say that, dear. ;o; *hugs*
I wanna die where I'm still alive, but i can see my organs spill out, because oh man. That'd be so fucking rad.
*nods* Soon. We need jobs, for money. fdhtgfjhsdg I need my work permit but mom never takes me- i don't think she wants me to have a job. :I
YOU'RE SO FUCKING FJBSN CUTE I CAN'T HANDLE THE CUTE/ADORABLENESS- <3 <3
*whispers* floyd belongs in the trash...*doodles that*
THEY ARE CUTE AAAAH- I. I am gonna draw family pictureS OF ALL OF THEM IN AU'S JDHKSHUDFHIF *inspired*
//starts laughing//realizes parents are inside//starts choking//dies//
ReplyDelete//looks for notebook// death...by...shark mhmm
OH YEAH SO LIKE THE THREE CLASSES I HAVE NOW I HAVE ALL YEAR AND CURRENTLY I HAVE LIKE 3 B'S AND AN A SO I SHOULD BE FINE TO GRADUATE IN JANUARY I NEED A JOB. what even are job permits why do you need one indiana is weird :u
MRS MAHNKE SAID ONCE I GRADUATE I NEED TO LIKE TALK TO THEM AGAIN I TOLD HER I'D DRAG YOU DOWN HERE AND SHOW YOU OFF AND I WILL DO SUCH.
*grabs cheeks* remi probs put him in it once he figures out they're super lost
//chokes// killer au can you imagine floyd "do i stick it here??! IDK REMI HALP"
"floyd, for growing up during the zombie apocalypse, you're a fucking weenie."
my sister just showed me a pretty funny vine. "why do people complain about being fat?"
*nods*
ReplyDeleteWOOOOO- YOU CAN DO IT! Also it's because I'm still a minor, a jfdgjdfgh it gay.
Why do you have to talk to them again? oAo Drag me enywhere u like bby *winkwonk*
PROBABLY.
OH MAN. HE PROBABLY WOULDN'T KNOW WHAT TO DO. He'd most liekly accidentally kill someone and cry his head off. xD Or laugh. probably both.
Fuck yes vINES
ALSO I'M CURIOUS OF WHAT U is using to even contact me over this thingy/site? oAo
ReplyDelete*nods with you*
ReplyDeleteCAN WE DO IT. yes we can also you're 17 though. :u that is super gay.
because that's the way they do it. o 3 o. //grabs cheeks, facebed// i will drag you everywhere don't give me this option. "ash if you don't drive, no _____" //chuckles//
MOST LIKELY
'i didn't mean to i'm sorry but oh wow human bodies have so much blood in them wow ahaha ; o ; "
vines are graet fuck that word in particular
//slammed with mental art i can't draw rn//
SO HOW WAS YOUR DAY??
i'm just using this site?? i'm not sure what you're asking really??? i'm sorry o 3 o
ReplyDeletestrange. you must pester your mom everyday man. if the day is fine
ReplyDeleteo 3 o do you now?
car rides usually put me to sleep but i think i'll be way too excited to sleep at all like 'wow i'm with ash right now am i dreaming no i'm not ahhh.' and then i'll ask you to pull over randomly so i can eat your face :u i mean. a mutual face nom, of course.
i'm going to draw that :U
YES GRAET I KNOW.
the feel is gross man
my day was the same except my parents mentally murder me every night and they don't even fucking know.
mrs mahnke told me that i seem really healthy and shit, to which i replied i was not, mentally but i can't let it immobilize me and she said that was a good attitude to have and that i was boss material and that is one of two things that have made me super happy to hear. 'tori, you're boss material.' ; u ;
i figured that out like right after i sent the message but like...i'm a stupid ballsack :u also a lazy one. i'm using the school computer. blogger and google+ aren't blocked yet i'm going to use google+ while i'm at school btw so o 3 o
also, on curiosity. if i was a cat. i would also be dead. because curiosity killed the cat you know??
I shall. uvu
ReplyDeleteIDEK- *sweats* DO I?
nah, Let's bE DANGEROUS N EAT EACH OTHERS FACES WHILE DRIVING- *laughs and blushes and then finally fucking dies*
oh man.
*nods*
;o; I'm sorry love. You should tell them how bad they treat you n stuff, and how you want it to stop? or not//idk
U IS DA BOSS. DA BEST BAWS IN DA WORLD. *cheers*
U is not a stupid ballsack. Instead of that. Ur a cheese ball. ye. A delicious cheese ball.
SCREAMS- LUCKY. My laptop blocked just Google+ and thats about it fhgjsh dfhsg *facedesk*
Curiosity may have killed the cat, but satisfaction brought it back. i think that's how it goes. But ye, I can relate. ;v;
Also rn i'm mushy, and I want to sit on the roof w/ u n drink. like really bad. hhhhhh looking at the stars and just. Throwing our feelings all around. I want that. I would like that a lot.
wAIT THAT MEANS U CAN TALK TO ME ALL DAY IF U CAN TALK TO ME AT SCHOOL*jumps happily* !!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeletegraet.
ReplyDeleteI DUNNO
NO LETS NOT BE DANGEROUS AND NOT DO THAT I WANNA LIVE W/ YOU MAN DEAD MEN CAN'T LOVE LIKE I DO.
dude. "there's the door. don't let it hit you on your ass on the way out." oooh, how hard it was to control the dirty looks like yeah i want to fucking leave but no one is taking me.
i will be a great boss. ashlynn i want a food truck. i want to make it a dessert truck and you must drive it okay??
i am a delicious cheese puff. and you are the cheese that makes me a cheese puff. idk what i'm saying
oh that sucks i guess i'll use this then :u
that is how the thing goes!
oh my god i was taking the trash out to the curb and i looked up at the stars and the moon and i always like doing so because they are the same moon and stars you look at man but like i would love love love that but i'm really bad at speaking so like eh... it's easier to show how i feel then speak them so throwing feelings around i'm just thinking we wouldn't very much be looking at stars o/////o //wicked weird butterflies// we'd have to stay on the roof though so we should take blankets you know??
but i will make this happen like the first night we are physically together that is what we will do o 3 o
I'm confused but yes all day the talking to you would make me a very happy person man :u
ReplyDelete*GONNA DO IT ANYWAYS BUT SAFELY*
ReplyDeleteGAAAAh- Oh yeah. ;o; You better tell them when u leave tho. That'd be rad.
YES LETS HAVE A FOOD TRUCK AHHH- We must have elephant ears. Must.
*redneck voice*Ur the cutest cheese puff I have ever did saw
AH- I can't use this either, because it links to google+ on the latop//can you use any other messaging thingy-ma-bobs? Like can I email you? *will use my aol account*
GAH I DO THAT ALL THE TIME. I think of how beautiful they are, and then I think of you.
Lets be bad speakers 2 gether, doing the asl n stuff. yeeeee- <3 WELL- if we aint lookin' at the stars, then we must be doing better things. >:D
Ye son, blankets, and pillows. ;v; And maybe the laptop to watch crappy movies on. yE SON *happily shuffles feet*
In the snow? oKAY~!
I mean like- Since you can go on the computer at school n stuff we can talk/// right?
I gotta know if you can use anything else but this. i wanna talk to you more. But the humans are coming home soon, and I'm gonna
ReplyDeletemigrate/hermit myself up in my room
AS LONG AS YOU DO IT SAFELY :1
ReplyDeleteI GOTTA TELL THEM WHEN I LEAVE SO I CAN GET MY PHONE BACK :u
i am a cute cheese puff yes. ; u ;
THIS THE ONLY I KNOW OF LIKE AHH i searched super hard for something that was not blocked on this computer because it as all i have man //searches
you can get this on mobile?? uh but like it's all i have //clings
dude don't get me started on all the things we'd be doing.
ReplyDeletetoo late though, i'm already thinking of it all :u
//will write about it later//
snow fuck yes snow is amazing //saying this as someone who has never even seen snow//
i need that 6 digit code from aol i'm sorry o 3 o
ReplyDeleteI can't use my moms phone anymore, because she started using it and hffffdjhgjkd- ;o;
ReplyDeletethat's bogus :u i'm sorry.
ReplyDeleteCAN U GO ON TETRIS FRIENDS
ReplyDeleteWE COULD....TALK..ON THERE...IF U CAN
it is blocked > .>
ReplyDeletehave you gotten that 6 digit code o 3 o
6 digit code?
ReplyDeleteyeah i'm trying to do the thing with aol and i used your number and there's this 6 digit code that i need apparently?? //bogus
ReplyDeleteYou can't use email? ;o;
ReplyDeleteidk yet i need the code
ReplyDeleteI JUST SAW THE MESSAGE- *headdesk* I'll check-
ReplyDeletexD i love you //facebed//
ReplyDeleteIt says I have no code- But my email is ashlynn_goff@aol.com?
ReplyDeletealso I love you tooo~
ReplyDeleteand my phone don't say anything ;o;
ReplyDelete//annoyed noises// check again??
ReplyDeletenothing ;o;
ReplyDeleteTHEY HOME
ReplyDeleteI'll stay down here tho-
ReplyDeletecan you download apps in google playstore..?
ReplyDeleteno dammit >:1
ReplyDeletecan you use youtube? oAo
ReplyDeleteyoutube is most def blocked
ReplyDeletei've got an elaborate plan though :u
ReplyDelete*screams internally*
ReplyDeletewhat may that be?
ReplyDeletefor you to text jess...and like i use her number and then she could text you the code and idek i want to ask my sister really quick though
ReplyDeleteof course she doesn't, shocker :u not really though
ReplyDeleteshe doesn't have her phone? Also I don't have jess's phone number fdgdjdj
ReplyDeleteI could ask mom?
ReplyDeleteI'm sorry man aAAAHHH ;O;
ReplyDelete2815201609 i'm postive jess would love to hear from you :u
ReplyDeletego, speak to her.
i mean, make sure she's still awake
x3
wait you could ask your mom for her phone you mean or what?? or we could
ReplyDeleteuse
your moms
phone # idek //cries
YEAHH you need her number? 574-2two2-08three3
ReplyDelete(I put it like that because I don't trust da internets)
//huffs//
ReplyDeleteturns out the mail thingy is blocked what even i'm so tired of this computer and everything being blocked >:1
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ReplyDelete;O; DGFDJHGJHG- Just got that message. I'm sorry, love.
ReplyDeletei just miss you like i just want to be by your side right now like ugh
ReplyDeletei considered just getting a job rn and not even caring about school and wait until i save up enough monies to leave and then start going to school with you but the transfer stuff confused the hell out of me apparently they aren't taking nonresidents :u??
i don't understand but i graduate in january anywhore so ajfkdja;
GOING TO SCHOOL WITH YOU WOULD BE AMAZING AS HELL, and drive me to actually wanting to go to school. *didn't go at all last week*
ReplyDeleteAaaah, you'll be here eventually. ;v;
me saying such 'not caring about school' says a lot because i actually do care about attendance *was pissed off because i only got perfect attendance once since going to vistas and i am there every single day so idk what happened i should have gotten it every term* also why did you not school last week was something wrong??
ReplyDeletei'll probably like...try and go back to school just to spend as much time as i could with you //has no idea how this works//
I miss you too, though. ;o; I miss waking up to yo texts and stuff//
ReplyDeletei miss everything to do with you like i just don't understand //rolls//
ReplyDeletei hear songs and i wonder how you would react to the words, if you would read into them like i do or
i read things and i think of you and i cant
i miss sending you texts throughout the day knowing you can't get them until i get home i miss it, i miss you i miss your voice
;o; Ah, yeah. That's bogus though, I wonder why you didn't get it. Maybe they jut stopped doing it?
ReplyDeleteUm. Stuff happened. We had a creepy stalker that acted suspicious, and hahah. I'm a paranoid little fuck. If they come back, I got the okay from mom to egg their car though, that'll be fun. C:
AAAAAA- idk if you can do that, but that would be really awesome ah
yeah, like you need to fill out something and what not and it's not like i can exactly make an appointment to talk about it :u
ReplyDeletewoah what even you should have just egged the car the first time. i wanna egg a car man //responds to everything with violence// *makes two of us* though i think we'd react differently because i don't like feeling like that and it makes me angry.
wouldnt it??
ALSO SAME ABOUT THE WHOLE MISSING THING UGHGUGHRGUGHEGH *headwall*
ReplyDeleteAhhhh-
Yeah, I should've but it was 5am and I was too tired. the second time they came I flicked them off, and they left. So whatev'.
If they try breaking in they is getting a knife in the neck.
Also I gotta go upstairs. I can't handle this shit. I love you. I'll be on around 1pm maybe. Idk. Maybe earlier. Goodnight, dear.
Sleep well, love.
ReplyDeletei want to find your creepy stalker and punch them in the face.
you probably scared them xD
i'm trying to imagine that scenario and i can't laugh it's too quiet
when i get to your house i will probably stay in your room all day all the time unless i need to go somewhere or talk to people or you simply want to drag me around the house with you. your room..and the kitchen :u
if anyone tries breaking in you should spray them with wasp spray killer stuff. that's what my environmental science teacher said apparently it like immobilizes them and you can call the cops and all idk that's a lot better than KILLING SOMEONE because then you don't need to deal with the court and all you know?? just the police and shit .
also at like..12:20 i'm in the maths and i don't think we're using our computers this week so :1 but like i'll be on asap
also i'm going to the elementary school today so SO SO YEAAAAAAAH
ReplyDeleteI TOOK MY MEDICATION TODAY AND SUGAR I DON'T EVEN KNOW I FEEL GREAT DKJAFKLJ I FEEL GREAT I FEEL GREAT THIS MEDICATION UH
SUGAR.
PICKLES
I AM NOT MAKING SENSE I KNOW. UHM
i have math to do. i'm all buzzy and i'll probably continue to take this medication
THAT MEDICATION SOUNDS RAD AS BALLS AH
ReplyDeleteI'm going to the school around 6 and leaving at 8 bleugh.
Good luck on the maths~
Also ugh Lisa is staying home today, ugh. UGH.
ReplyDeleteI'mma drag you everywhere with me, man. I can't handle being alone out in public dfgshjfsjk- When I get a job, and monies, and a car I'm gonna take you on dumb adventures. >:D
ReplyDeletei was sorta kinda asleep on the bus and it felt like i was flying i don't remember this medication doing this like i don't even know i guess it's because i took a whole //flails fingers// a whole a whole uh...uh...tablet...which is....4........uhm..i cut them all up like i was supposed to do and //loses train of thought// oh my god wow amazing just amazing i need to pee i took this medication with some super sweet tea it was like i took it with my vyvanse all over again uh
ReplyDeletebut yeah i kept saying i was really fuzzy and this kid was like "what medication are you on i'll buy some from you." and i just looked at him like he's....
he's the sort of kid i was last year man i wasn't expecting it and i just
no i'm not sharing
take me on dumb adventures please
we will be fools and make everyone JEALOUS man yeah
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ReplyDeletethis medication is supposed to take three months to get into me and all so i don't know what's going on :u
ReplyDelete//rolls because i miss you and i blame lisa but i can't remove her from le house//
ReplyDeleteThat medication- what is it even for? xD It sounds rad, tho.
ReplyDeleteIt's not Lisa's fault- I went to the school, and then I hung out with dad, and had old time adventures, and now I'm crying my eyes out because holy fuck I missed that so much *tries to cry silently* I actually. Had fun. I haven't felt like that in a long fucking time.
yaay fun :3 i don't know what the medication is for actually i should google it man. //licks arm// *wipes your face* i know the feel :u i had the feel today actually
ReplyDeletewhat'd you do with your dad??
//tilts head// its for seizures. i think i know why i have it though...
ReplyDelete//has no fucking idea why it affected it me like it did like what//
ReplyDeletehttp://www.nlm.nih.gov/medlineplus/druginfo/meds/a697012.html
ReplyDeleteash check out the side effect list :u ahahahah oh my god
it all makes sense now :o
ReplyDeleteDo it up~ heuheu-
ReplyDelete:v; best feel.
Well. He took me to school, and I wanted him to pick me up early, because I have'nt eaten anything all day, and I was so close to passing out. But he was at the bar thats like 2 miles away, so I walked halfway there almost crying, and seething with rage. He picked me up halfway though, and bought me Arby's. Then took me to his house, and we sat there talking about fucked up movies, and I listened to him talk about his stories and such while we ate. Then when he was taking me home, we checked out some geocaches i've already been to, and watched a train go by with some bitchin' graffiti on it. One of the graffiti things said "COCK MEAT SANDWHICH" real big, and that was pretty amazing. Also some neon skulls, and faces. *wants to do graffiti super fucking bad*
I missed that, so much. I don't talk much, but I love listening hfdsfgsk-
//touches cheeks// dude i would watch you do that graffiti that would be so FUCKING rad i would admire you so much. arbys wow i haven't been there in forever man. why were you so mad do i need to punch anyone in the face?? >:1 also alyssa and i found your dads youtube channel :D i wanna know what stories but like aldj;a
ReplyDeletecock meat sandwich //great visual// also those skull i wish i could have seen those man
I LOVE LISTENING TOO we would probably just lay next to each other listening to each others heartbeats and breathing and yea
i think...
this i actually don't know it apparently makes one tired and i wasn't tired until i got home and stuff so but it's also for bipolar disorder stuffs but when i was taking it regularly i was less twitchy so //shrugs// its an anticonvulsant too //actually does miss her medications now//
but yes my problem is that i took too much man :1
also what are geocaches???
ReplyDelete//googles the hell out of this// okay you're just going to have to show this to me okay because i remember asking about this but i don't understand so . _ .
ReplyDeleteI've done it before, but aaaaaah oN A TRAIN WOULD BE HELLA. Let's vandalize shit with our art, yo. >:U HUEHUE-
ReplyDeleteI was just feeling really sick, and pissed off dad didn't come pick me up when I wanted him too fgfskj OH god. I don't even remember the name of his youtube channel. I know it has his hella music tho.
His stories revolve around him being depressed because of life, and girls he plays with, and whatnot. Also Adam I guess got to have a huge party, and no one told me, so I'm kind of like. Oh. Thanks for inviting me. Not.
:o; I wish I had a camera, I would've totally taken a picture if I could have ah-
I would love to hear your heart, ah. <3
*nods* You shouldn't take so much, dear. ;o; I don't want you to overdose, and end up in the hospital dbfsjhhsk- I need u here, sooner or later. *bops u on the nose*
Geocaches are containers hidden everywhere! You have to use a GPS to find them. BUT AHHHH I FUCKING LOVE HUNTING FOR THEM SO SO SO MUCH- I have my own, and it's quite popular with people ahhh- But they range in size. Pill bottle, tupperware, etc. Some are fucking huge, and I LOVE THOSE. But you can put objects inside of them, and sign a paper that shows you've been there with your screenname and such, but the objects- If you take something out, you have to trade something of yours for it, djfhskjfhkjfsk *really loves it* Sorry for being long fdhgsjjkdhj- *rolls*
AMAZING i've done it before too. at school but it was shit :1 yes lets do man lets do it
ReplyDeletemy parents would never pick me up unless i actually puked and i never get sick at school TnT
amaaazin o3o //generally really prefers other peoples parents//
also that's rude :1 we can have a huge party. of 2. yeah
//whispers//samemansame<3
//looksdowninshame//wellyeahnoishouldn'toverdose i know i'm sorry. sounds horrible to say but the hospital sounds like a great place to be :1 and i'd rather be with you sooner than later.
....we...should...like...do that together or something yeah i think i understand now :u
it was okay for the time and my skill i guess
ReplyDelete...that...that is considered incest ash..uh.//buries head into pillow// oh my god oh my god ooooh my god aaaaaah
Yeah I was sorta thinking that. to be honest. your dad seems super rad //doesn't even know him// why not
vodka oh my god vodka did i tell you about the first time i had vodka??
we will have much vodka man
<3<3<3
//hurrs// i don't know how i feel about hospitals tbh. or jails???? //shrugs//
...you should like...tell me where...and i'll...try to do the thing?? ...do the do with me ash...
//looks up at bed//
do all the do's with me //grins//
*nuzzles*
What'd you even do? I spray painted huge eyeballs on my dads fence, and everyone that goes down the highway sees it. They look fucking awful.
ReplyDelete*cries* IDEK
Everyone loves my dad for some reason?? If I still lived with him, oh god...If he ever saw you and me webchatting he would prob bring his guitar in my room and just start playing. Or he'd do something really embarassing, but. hahah h a- You'll see.
I DOn't remember if you did or not, how'd that go? My first tim e was fucking embarrassing. I filled my fucking shoes with foam stars. .. .. and I tried to fall asleep on a turned over desk. *facewalls*
<3~
Everyone ends up in the hospital at one point of their life// Some people actually like it tho. Never been to jail, but if it has free food. fUCK YES
Also it's called. "Our friendship will never end."
It's description is "Our friendship will never end but thhe location of this cache will. I can always count on my friend to to be there when the going gets tough, find this cache where the rubber meets the road, but dont go too fast or youll oend up in the ditch.This will be a quick PNG, but make sure you cover it with local landscape."
PNG = Park and grab, so it must be close to the road? Idk.
Hint: Don't go over the imaganary bridge...
It's on dover house way? Oh man. it looks like there should be a bridge there. oAO
Also it;s small, and it's hiding under natural debris?
Like kind of buried? And on the other side of the creek. idk.
Yes do all da do's. Yas. *huggles*
i drew on a desk in sharpie man. literally nothing.
ReplyDeletexD
idk i mean i liked damons mom (his dad scares me) but she passed away and rebeccas parents seem p cool but your dad just. akj;dkj like //flails arms// you should bring him along when you pick me up :u like i should bring my guitar so he can teach me and he'll probably get annoyed with me like "tori no just sell your guitar stop." //snickers//
OH OKAY SO i was really thirsty man and i was with my friends at school and i was in the 9th grade the first time so i was completely innocent and everything. this kid had this water bottle and i assume its water and i take a huge. FUCKING DRINK AND IT'S NOT FUCKING WATER ASHLYNN. i couldn't spit it out either and that was the first time i had ever ingested alcohol.
but i have never really been drunk so :u ash like i am so new to everything you're going to have to teach me shit i'm sorry //hides behind hands// what about the time my english class was shocked to find out i had spiked my orange juice? orange juice doesn't taste right to me anymore because i spiked it one too many times. again, i have never BEEN DRUNK >:1
foam stars...//headpillows// amazing.
<3
WELL I WOULD HOPE TO I WANT TO BREAK A BONE o 3 o like my right arm i want to break fucking bong on ACCIDENT or maybe a knuckle from punching a wall idk. i'm p sure jail has free food yes xD
also i made an account for the geocache thing but i can't validate shit so can you do that for meeee? it the wonderarountilidie account and my password is tatertots :u
because
I DON'T WANT TO BREAK BONGS THAT WOULD BE HORRIBLE I MEAN BONE
ReplyDeleteAw man, Mishiwaka is perfect territory for graffiti. So ghetto, ahah-
ReplyDeleteAAAAh- That sucks, sorry about the loss. ;o; I'll ask him! But oh man, he'd be super cool with that! Though he's not very good at teaching// trust me I have tried. He doesn't even know how to play really. He can't read sheet music. But he somehow does it? Idek- He would never put you down tho- well. Maybe teasingly. But nothing like that. ;v;
OMG- Did u feel the burn in yo stomach? The people at your school are super hardcore with the drinking what the fuck- All my school gets is weed and cocaine busts.(Which are fucking the best things to watch lmao)
Don't be sorry!! I shall show u the ways of doing the things. Though I don't really know. I'm just trailer trash, hahah- *fucking hates trailer parks*
OH YEAH- the orange juice thing. And they made you share. dfgsfhj- which is bogus. How'd you even spike it?
We gonna get drunk, It okay. *paps ur face*
BREAKING A BONE WOULD BE FUCKIN' RAD. I shall join you. nO NOT THE RIGHT ARM- then you won't be able to do the draw ;o; Or wait- are you left handed? *tilts head*
OMG YAS LETS BREAK BONGS- *LUAGHSING SO FUCKINGD HARD*
Is it a gmail account, or what? ;v;
Oh my god. xD
ReplyDeletei wish i could have met her man i was so sad when i found out and it was bogus like why she was an amazing woman ; . ; that is perfect i can't read sheet music either man. as long as i can watch him and how his fingers move like yeah i can do that i can work that way that is how i learn i am a visual person. as long as he doesn't do it like my parents do it. like harsh...teasing...
YES. ALL DOWN MY THROAT WARMTH. are you serious though cocaine?? i have never even wow. back in elementary i snitched on a kid for a joint //shame// i never did it again EVER like wow i was such a noob ash it makes me sick //cries//
i mean i did whine about some kids being COMPLETE BITCHES TO THIS PREGNANT CHICK (like they were calling her saying she had an appointment at planned parenthood) but never again about drugs because thats rude oh god.
i haven't even seen a fight man let alone BUSTS dammit >:I
yeah the orange juice thing. i just spiked it with what we had but their faces were priceless man.
very drunk. also high *is papped*
YEAH IT WOULD BE FUCKING RAD GLAD WE AGREE BUT I'M STEADFAST ON MY RIGHT ARM BECAUSE IT WOULD FORCE ME TO WORK WITH MY LEFT ARM MAN. I'm not left handed but i'm working on it. it looks like a fucking preschoolers handwriting :u
we can break bongs i don't really care tbh and TO BE HONEST i prefer joints i find them smoother
and it is
YOUARERIGHT //grins//
ReplyDeleteTEACH ME THE WAYS, GRAND MASTER
who is also younger than me
//snickers//
It's not letting me log in? :u
ReplyDeleteis everything spelled right
ReplyDeleteAaaah- ;o; How was she amazing? if I may ask.
ReplyDelete*only knows how to play bass guitar sorta* YAS. AH. We can all jam out, fuk yes.
He would never ah. ;o;
HELLA. And ye. Sometimes guns, and knives n shit. WEED INSIDE OF AN ELEMENTARY SCHOOL THO- U did good. That young and smoking- they need to be slapped. I think the age 14-15 is the age people should be able to smoke fndfskjhk-
u lil noob. *kiss* But ah, Man, What the heckie people shouldn't have gave her shit because of that. ;O;
Oh man, I have seen a lot of fights. The land of Indiana: Mother fuckin' ghetto land.
Like pills? or wha-
yas. High all da time. I want to try LSD so fucking bad hfsdkfjshkj-
tryin' to be Ambidexterious? ;v;
Joints are good, but it's a waste of weed because it never stops burning. I like pipes personally. ;v;
GRANDMASTER *melts*
wonderaroundtillidie@gmail.com
ReplyDeletetatertots
aLSO I FORGOT TO TELL U BUT i figured out to use this on my laptop when I woke up so I can talk to you all the time fdsfgskjhl-
ReplyDeleteShe just was she understood like ahh if i could have like damon is like my brother i would have moved with them that was how she was amazing.
ReplyDeleteoh that's p cool ash o 3 o *only sorta kinda knows the opening chords to motorcycle drive by on acoustic* jams yes. amazing yes.
wow wow just wow. amazin. but like
"Somebody snitched on Bret."
"Wow, who?"
"Don't know but they better hope we don't find out."
//dies//
I was .....16...or...17 I think I was 17 because I wanted it for my birthday but i got the brownie like...thanksgiving break.. and then i puked hahah.
*kisses back*
but yeah the girl asked me if i had snitched on them and we stared at each other and
just
"No." and I WAS TEXTING YOU ABOUT THIS SITE BUT I KNEW I COULDN'T LOOK AWAY
Pills?? what??
saaaame yes. all the time. also same about lsd like adjfkl //raises hands// so bad lets do it together can you wait??
yes i'm trying man ; u ;
...when jess came over her pipe was kinda dirty and..i inhaled....
....you..
i..inhaled..ash...
hehehe
and...ash..was stuck in the back of my throat
you were stuck in the back of my throat..
now you're stuck in my mind and my heart and wow
i could come to like pipes //shrugs//
yes grandmaster
also http://bato.to/comic/_/comics/kaeribana-no-kanojo-r10702/ <look at it
one l
ReplyDeleteAND YAY
AFAJKJAD; ; U ;
one I?
ReplyDeletewonder around til i die
ReplyDeletei'm sorry it's so aafjl;akdjf kjad;f
*nodnods* She does sound cool, aaahhhh ;o;
ReplyDeleteI know 0 anything heuheu- I just played rocksmith with it p much, thats about it. buT aH I WANNA HEAR U PLAY MUSICCCC
omg. At least they didn't know who it was. >BD
Das' a good time to start. ;v;
TEXTING ME ABOUT A SITE?
Also did you spike the orange juice with like pills or wha? *tilts head*
If I get an offer to try it, I have to. But I'll try to wait~*raises hands with u* I wanna try mushrooms w/ u tho also. I wanna try lots of things w/ u fdsghj
U can do it- U can do the do with both the hands. YAS
OH MAN- I fuckin' hate when that happens dhfgdsjds- Just gotta take small hits, and gradually suck in harder- dhfgskfj I'll show ya someday *pappap*
*puffs up chest* grandmaster. fuck yes. It's like i'm an old archmage or something dfhdsgk-
*checks out in a lil bit*
ALSO THE EMAIL SAYS U ALready validated it?
she was man
ReplyDeletei started to play the song and i was all OMG YAS
yeah i was like welp i'm not saying shit ahahaha
it is man. but when did you start??
i was texting you about THIS site in particular.
no just. alcohol man.
do what you do what you do ajfkaj;f i will do the same but like no one offers shit because no one knows me like the only one who would would prob be jess and yeah. ahah. shrooms oh my god. //get super excited// my parents say i have the personality of a drug addict but like i disagree man i mean i know i'm getting excited about all of this but i don't //flails hands// yes i wanna try the things with u too aaah
i can do it yes believe in me grand master.
//aughs really hard super quiet// thats what she said ahahaha gotta suck in harder aha //breaths// WAIT I CAN DO THE DO WITH BOTH THE HANDS YEAH BUT MY LEFT HAND GETS TIRED FASTER //dies// //runs hands down face// i'm fucking hilarious you better be laughing i swear to god
i don't know?? but i think you did thank you
i have no idea how to work this man :u halp
ReplyDeletei found it nvm ahah :D
ReplyDelete*chokes on spit* i uh. I smoked my first joint when I was like 12, or 11. Idek. But I was too young for it, and I regret it, mostly because I stole the weed off my uncles plant. :I
ReplyDeleteAAAh- What kind of alcohol? *curious as balls*
I never get offered anything really, besides the tangerines, and once mushrooms but I was scared of them because my dad always talked about him having bad trips, aha. xD Or fucked up shit happening. Like once he put them in his spaghetti, and all of his friends, and his bro ate it with him, and they drove to a sandbar tripping balls, and my dad was freaking out because the window was down, and he was tripping over how on one ear all he could hear was wind, but on the other he heard classical music playing.(on the radio), and when my uncle paddled them all in the canoe to the sandbar it was freezing, and they actually somehow ended up surrounded by ducks floating; sleeping in the water, he was obv. trippin' balls.
But he made it to the sandbar, and laid in someones tent, and swears he heard a bug munching some food, and omg. xD
Idk you could have a drug addict personality? what the heck? drugs r cool, but i wouldn't want to do them everyday, not even tangerines, because after awhile it starts to hurt fdgdhk and I like being able to think. :u
*laughing my fuckoiNG AS SBS OFFS* I CAN'T TORI. U FUCKIN' NACHO.
OMG
UR NACHO, AND ALYSSA IS EGG
ReplyDeleteashlynn i don't even remember what i was even doing when i was 12. or 11. i know i was beginning to be sad. but that's only because of that thing i saw i don't even remember that. wow amazing
ReplyDeletemidori...and southern comfort..whiskey..but not really that much at all :1
i never get offered shit. oh
my god
dude
your dad
mmh //flailing hands// it would be an honor
to just oh my god
party of 3 your dad is like an official guest //raises hands//
to smoke with your dad i would be so...just so fucking happy to do that just.. make it happen ash //flails hand//
your dad sorta reminds me of lio in a way :u
idek man but i feel the same way like yeah it feel great but i feel the same way i need to come down that's how life works you can't fly all the time.
I CANNOT FUCKING BREATHE OH MY GOD 'U FUCKIN NACHO'
//whispering// did you just call me a nacho?? DID YOU JUST CALL ME A NACHO WHAT OH MY GOD AHAH
i mean i did scream a little but just a little ahhh
ReplyDeleteI was doing the bad things to myself at that age, and going through a rough time dshfkjd- Mostly because I was confused with my preference, and shit childhood memories ahah- :U
ReplyDeleteOH MAN WHISKEY IS AMAZING.
ALSO YAS DAD CAN PARTY WITH US. But I have to keep an eye on him if he has a bad trip, because I'm vERY fucking good at helping one calm down during one. I've helped him so many times when he was omg-
Who's lio? I'm thinkin' lio off of 70's show and I'm like. Ye kinda :U
But idk if thats who u mean- xD
*nod nods*
YEH I JUST CALLED U A FUCKIN' NACHO- U WANNA FITE ME? I'LL SMACK U. wITH MY LIPS.
ur so cUTE
ReplyDeleteMY CUTE LIL NACHO WIFE
ReplyDeleteaaawwwh, asssssh //buries head into pillow// shit childhoods are fucking bogus
ReplyDeletedude this is me now man dkfjakldjfkasdjf but like i d e k i guess its better because i don't have to deal with it as long?? idk what i'm trying to even say because i'm still fucking confused
//looks down// i drank all the alcohol in this house its kinda sorta all gone i mean my sister kinda poured a bottle down the sink because i wanted slush from the midori and orange juice and know alcohol doesn't freeze and its green but she thought something went bad T n T so I GUESS I DIDN'T DRINK IT ALL but all we have is wine and i dont really like wine but there is nothing left. but the 10 days my parents aren't going to be here jess and i are going to have a pre graduation party hella
yes keep an eye on your dad i would have NO CLUE as to how to help your dad :1 i would be useless.
lio is a super special person to me he was the one who gave me that purple bracelet
YEH LETS GO WRESTLE. IN THE BED I CAN TAKE YOU. UNDER THE SHEETS
*sinks into bed* true that, dear.
ReplyDeleteIt's okay! But trust me, when you figure it out, and become un-confused life kind of...? Gets a little better, and you start to accept yourself a little bit more. Well, thats what happened for me anyways.
OH NOOO D: I only like grape wine, and wine coolers, any other type of wine makes my taste buds scream for mercy.
HELLA YE- u better skype me when it happens- if you can. I wanna get wrecked w/ u heuheu-
I SHALL. All I do is just talk to him, rub his back, or show him shitty videos on youtube. *wishes I could show you the one I showed him when he was trippin'* Ur not useless *bops u on the head with a newspaper* BAAAAAAD- be nice to tori, or ur going in the kennel.
AAAAh- Oh ye- *cries* I'm sorry Lio.
OH YEAH?? U THINK U CAN TAKE ME HUH? WE'LL SEE ABOUT THAT MMHMM
ash i will never figure myself out and i am finally figuring out that i'm perfectly okay with it. i think that's kind of what you just said....i think i just accepted myself hella.
ReplyDeletewell, we only have cooking wine so i think that's a little different from the stuff you actually drink I HAVE NO IDEA MANG
uh. i actually dunno if its gonna happen it may or may not but i'm most likely not going to have my phone back so you're gonna like need to get minutes or something or idk but that would be
amazing man
i was just saying i wouldn't know how to help your dad but you just told me i'll take care of the shitty videos will vines do??
I THINK I COULD I HAVE LIKE..POUNDS ON YOU AHA
i'm going to like...//looks at clock// get 2 hours of sleep ashman i love you *kisses* i'll talk to you later ; u ;
ReplyDelete*KISSES UR FACE HARD* I LOVE U1!!!!!!!!!!
ReplyDeleteidk if you can see this but file:///home/chronos/u-1e77df80e7f048df38060220f458b8b22a8052b2/Downloads/trashbaby.jpg
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ReplyDeleteI DO NEED MINUTES- *cries* but money. Mom needs to call the place so I can get the code so I can use cheat code things to get them hdgfskjbskjd
ReplyDeletei cant see that man i want to see the floyd trash baby i make good assumptions you should like put the trash baby on google plus :u about minutes i mean you still have a few weeks like 17 days and it still may not happen so ah also like i woke up at like 5 but i went back to sleep and woke up at 6:30 and i wasn't wearing pants so i was rushing and i made it though ; u ;
ReplyDelete*kissed hard* <3 ahhh i love you too ; u ;
ReplyDeleteMY PHONE DIED I'M SORRY, I'M GONNA CHARGE IT AND THEN WHATEVER AHHHH I DIDN'T EVEN NOTICE HOW LOW IT WAS
ReplyDeleteSorry. ;o; I loved hearing your voice thoughh~~~
ReplyDeleteCHOCOLATE MILK SOUNDS AMAZING AH
don't apologize o 3 o SAME YES IT WAS HAPPY MAKING ~~~~
ReplyDeleteyes it does man //looks at dogs// //lets them out// //is jumped on// nuuuuh ajflkadj;f stop no dogs are bogus like i used to like dogs what happened cats all the way we are going to have so many cats ashlynn. but especially... http://simplycatbreeds.org/images/Norwegian-Forest-Cat.jpg
that furry beast right there i will brush it EVERY DAY if i must man
i can't find my glasses :u //squints at screen// //squints at room like it helps//
ReplyDeleteYOU TOOK YOUR MEDICATION
ReplyDelete//keeps hitting refresh and hopes you're okay//
ReplyDeleteAh, I took a relaxing bath, though the fucking tub was slimey, eugh.
ReplyDeleteI think I'm fine now, but who knows. fgjdkd- Sorry for worrying you ;o;
Slimy bathtubs are gross //hacks out lungs// i don't know who knows. :u nothing is good on the radio man and you don't need to apologize either o 3 o
ReplyDeleteI didn't even have the strength to cloth myself ugdhjshkjwkhdkj fuck this
ReplyDeleteSame man the only thing i have eaten today was that shit this morning and tea... maybe we should..ahah eat...food...with our..medication...
ReplyDeleteCheese.
maybe it help because like i spend my day feeling sick to my stomach and not if i'm going to puke a little or wind up peeing on myself :u //whispers that would be horrible// ALL I DRINK IS JUICE AND TEA BUT I PEE A LOT LIKE THAT ISNT GOOD LIKE I SHOULD BE DRINKING MORE FOR THE AMOUNT I PEE hehe but i think i'm getting sick anywhore i can taste it in the mucus i'm hacking up when i cough i blame kelsey dammit
grooveshark is blocked but ah well. www.youtube.com/watch?v=CibjkFL2yfc this song reminds me of tori and randy but idkwhy
i feel you ash. that was me yesterday like i was in my towel watching Gotham :u
I AM A CLEVER FUCKIN NACHO
ALSO I'M STILL LAUGHING AT THE WHAT YOUR FATHER SAID LIKE i love your father he just seems amazing i can't like i want to meet him as much as i want to meet you like bad man i can't wait //flails arms//
"ash u little whore"
the pool is ready to jump into hella
ReplyDeletei jumped into the pool :u i feel better also the letter should be showing up today
ReplyDeleteNOOP NOOP
ReplyDeleteI NEED MY MOM TO CALL THE PHONE PLACE AGJSHDHJKD- I wanna get more minutes with cheat-codes n shit, but I need some code. :I It lame
ReplyDeleteALSO I HOPE U GET BETTER, and what did my dad say omg
ReplyDeleteyES it is lame man :u //sticks tissues up nose// it was nice to hear you BTW
ReplyDelete*paps ur face* IT WAS NICE TO HEAR U TOO. eugh it started raining really hard.
ReplyDelete*face is papped*but rain is p cool i like rain man //yawns// i was gonna say a thing but i forgot the thing :u did you want to start a new ...thing
ReplyDeletewords. heheh OH YEAH YOU SHOULD CHECK YOUR EMAIL :u
Aw. :c That's fine, love. Also ye, on my profile, or yours? I'm fine with either one. :U
ReplyDeleteI SHALL DO THAT YEEE
i don't mind, dear :u
ReplyDeletealso i think my parents are here, or someone is breaking in.
probably just my parents though